I for all the things, that,
could have been,
but couldn’t be.
For the time – lost,
to uncertainties and confusion,
when it could have been filled with memories so vibrant.
For the energy – spent,
on trying to cover things up,
when it could have been used to fix things.
For the feelings – suppressed,
to numb the pain,
when they could have been felt.
For all the reasons there may be,
I apologize to me.